Single Women Today
Fear of Intimacy
I have recently been investigating Emotional Intimacy online, because I am a 32 year old woman and have never had a boyfriend. and have only had 5 dates. I feel like I don't want to be with anyone, and when I meet a guy, I immediately get anxious, and I am convinced the guy does not want a relationship with me. I usually end up rushing into sex with him, then I feel this constant tension, waiting for the other shoe to drop- I get dumped. This exact situation has happened twice- and I feel like I am completely done with dating and relationships.
I want to be ok with being alone, but I keep being focused on the persons who left me and found other people to be with. How do I just forget the past and let go?